Monday, July 30, 2007;
When There Was Me And You
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
... Because of life...
1:15 AM
Sunday, July 29, 2007; BS 402
omg it has been a damn hectic week!!!
jus when i tot FOC was tiring...i was sooo wrong!!!
BS402 was jus like another FOC...we had a one week marathon of lectures n 2 projects to do tgt w additional readings...
*gosh*
but guess wat...it was FUN!!!
the lecturers were super interesting (except 1 confused one who is an interesting person living in a boring shell) who respected our opinion and tots above everything else..even the
syllabus! so as usual my batch pple happily fire our way thru while the lecturers look at us in pure amusement n 1/2 of the handouts untouched...wahaha
simply fantastic rite:)
yup yup n as usual lannie's big mouth shoots off w/o the tot process...shocked the 2 interesting lecturers...one of them probably find me a nuisance in class who hates h/w...while the other probably finds me a super thick-skinned person who is "moron intolerant"...wahaha..
n the best thing is tat both lecturers were so unconventional that find my frankness perfectly fine!!! *phew* if they realli bear a grudge on me...i pity my group mates...wahaha
realli enjoyed the course despite the heavy workload n hectic schedule...coz for once i understood wat the lecturers are tokkin abt completely n even understood the rational of wat they are doin...
mayb tats the prob of studying for too long...u end up psycho-analysing ur teachers...
wahaha...
another reason y i enjoyed myself was realli my project grp (suck up time?wahaha...mayb...)
they are really very enjoyable to work w...all the crazy ideas n we dun shove work to each other but help one another...do our part...super fast n efficient pple:)
3 cheers for Kueh Lapis.....hip hip horray! x3
yup yup...now left w the business plan to go...lets all work hard yeh:)
がんばて!!!
... Because of life...
10:11 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007; post FOC
FOC jus ended a few days ago...
tired
injured
sick
thank you
hATHOR for doing your best in everything
thank you
hATHOR GLs for enduring my rubbish
thank you
hATHOR seniors for assisting in everyway
thank you
bs pple for your encouragement
thank you
my buddies (you guys noe who u r) for being by my side at all times...it means alot to me
yup yup...now time o focus on bs402...loads to do for a 1 week mod man...*bleah*
lannie will ganbatei!!!!
FIGHTO~~~~~~~ OH!!!!!!(heh...hathor now u noe where i get my inspiration from:))
... Because of life...
11:04 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007;

nice???
(dun worry its not mine...*heex*)
... Because of life...
1:34 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007; the remainder of my hols
omg...suddenly i realised tat the hols are coming to an end!!! oh-no!!!
well loads of activities are on their way...busy busy bumble-bee...
12/07/07 dinner w GLs
13/07/07 nite cycling w Asylum gang
14/07/07 SBS pre-camp (yeah yeah noe im goin on to yr 4 n i
may still be XLGL!!! omg...)
outing w ruthie n faithie
15/07/07 tuition day
16/07/07 SBS FOCamp
to
20/07/07 SBS FOCamp
21/07/07 bs402 "orientation"
22/07/07 tuition day
23/07/07 bs402
to
27/07/07 bs402
29/07/07 tuition day
30/07/07 Hall camp (dunno to go or not....)
to
04/08/07 Hall camp
02/08/07 NJ interact club Installation
03/08/07 deadline for bs402 report
05/08/07 tuition day
06/08/07 1st day of sch
omg omg...this list jus stinks man...where have the hols gone?!
*i miss my secretary(s)*
"somebody save me~~~~~~~~"
... Because of life...
10:28 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2007; 1st FaLo outing!!!aRTS fEST summary
yep today i jus went for the
1st ever 2007 FaLo outing!!! we went to marina sq'a k-box n boy was it big! we almost got ourselves lost w 5 "guides" to bring us to our room...well though only
5 pple turned up (lannie, guo zhen, rebecca n gavin aka zhang ah liang aka roach n jia liang joined us much later)...IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! omg!!! guo zhen n rebecca were such good singers omg...can join idol/绝对superstar...n gavin was so damn farnie lar...after he joined us none of us could finish singing a song w/o laughing lo!!! so nxt time if there is another ktv outing those who dun K have no excuse ler...even if they dun sing they can always come n watch show!!! haha...
well after today's outing, i suddenly feel the "arts fest void" again...though i noe tat 天下无不散之宴席...i cant help but feel very lost...mayb coz im too free ler (unlike last yrs where i was busy w sch camps)...so i think i should do a proper blog entry on the arts fest to finally conclude it:)
impt "milestones" / "significant" events:On aiR
this is one really fun grp from belgium:) comprising of Jean Francois n Jean Paul who hates shopping n loves to experience new n interesting stuff in sgp...n boy do they love to play tricks on us! as Jean Francois is the one who knows how to speak english...he is the notty one who keep playing tricks on us...from asking us to do funny things to pulling dustbins to block our way...this grp always manage to put a big smile on our faces:)
well coz we always have a break btw shows, we always play host n bring the grp round...chinatown lar, bugis (for 麻辣锅 can) and even toa payoh (we even went up a HDB flat to look at the view)...they are really fun...n of course it gave me to chance to have to chance at the LO job:) so fun!
Family Funfestthis have to really be the most "eye-opening" event man...gosh cant believe how BAD sgporeans behaviour can get! fighting for free balloons, leaving of litter n even verbal abuse for stuff tat we are unable to control! wth...sometimes i really cant help but wonder y...arent we suppose to be a gracious society? *sigh*
well the happy thing is tat i met my brudder (Xin He) there too!!! he brought his sisters down to see:) haha...his youngest sis is so young tat it looks like his daughter:)
Homocatodicus
thou was w them for 1 show only they left a deep impression...not bacause of wat they did but more of wat Jean Francios did...haha...Jean Francios told us tat it was one of the grp members b-day n of course nice lannie bought n cake n wrote a card on Jean Francios n Jean Paul's behalf...n guess wat...Jean Francios pulled a fast one on us!!! the guy's b-day was in Feb lo...lol...well we celebrated nontheless n even sent the fotos to Jean Francios:)
Tooth n Claw
this grp is made up of 2 very nice n funny ladies from Melbourne..like typical women they totally planned out all thier break time w loads of activities so we didn realli go places w them...but they are super sweet..on the last day of performance they actually bought us souvenirs n wrote us cards!!! n of course all my tao-taos were so jealous coz the grp bought us cute dino toys tat growled:) *happy*
n i HAVE to mention the interesting topics raymond (my partner), Jean (the LO) n me tokked abt during our breaks...wahaha...tats realli the highlight of the day...esp the topic on butt-watching:) really enjoyed it to the max!!! its really how amazing how things can turn out to be..esp when the person we were gossiping abt was the officer on duty tat night...hahaa..really cant tok bad abt pple...wahaha...
Closing celebrations

hahaa...this have to be my most memorable assignment for the whole arts fest:)
the colleagues were fun...like Gavin, Rebecca, Guo zhen, Jean, Wan jing, Zilong, Jia Liang n jus to name a few...the bosses were wacky...like Nal, Ben n Carolene...the artistes were super warm n friendly...like Benhart (once he starts he cant stop..tokkin!)
though this yr's closing had more stuff to do...we FAs really worked hard n played hard man!!! i really have to say im so proud of the team tis yr...many of us realli put in effort to get our stuff done in a swee-swee manner...Well Done pple!!! n not to mention all the gossips we exchange!! n how we stood against the Fisherman...haha...though its a pity we have to part as we jus start to bond...*sobx*
n how can i forget to mention the "sway" shen? haha...during this assignment man i see him damn alot...so as u probably guessed, i met w LOADS of sway events...but very fortunately my colleague gavin gave me his name card which has an additional 避邪 function...n i must say it really works!!! haha...my luck improved tremendously w it:) fewer stupid accidents nor weird pple coming up to me...wahaha...
well i mus say this assignment realli taught me alot on how to deal w pple n work w them...if u think being a ka kia is easy...think again...i was thinking on how to "perfect" wat i do so much tat i prolly had much grey hair!!! haha...yeah it jus my ego...dun like pple to critise wat i do or my brain:) but luckily in the last few days of work i could feel tat my effort paid of...wahaha...managed to prove some pple wrong!!!
*爽*...i cant help but add tat i still dun understand how 3 guys can charge 16 walkies n lose one??? n y does it look like it was 1/2 hidden when i found it?...*scratch head*...think i'll stick to my theory...wahaha...
yeah...on the last day of work when we had to part...一股感伤冲进我心中 (i started to feel emotional)...went to hug all my bosses (except "sway" shen who was not comfortable w it n neither was i so we awkwardly jus shook hands)...probably its the entire atmosphere coz this yr there was no party n everyone jus left when everything ended...i neva liked such endings...mayb coz of influence of my drama teacher i always like to end things w a blast n have everyone leave w happy memories...
yep really accumulated loads of memories this Arts Fest n not to mention learnt from it..very unluckily i forgot to bring my monster-of-a-camera to the last day n couldn get a few fotos...mayb its fate tat i have to rem everything in my head instead:) nontheless i shall strive to org another FaLo outing n get a few fotos to make up for this regret...haha...must rem to take fotos w my darling guo zhen esp:)
well i guess its time tat i moved on w life n come back to reality
time to fill up the "Arts Fest Void":)
... Because of life...
5:28 PM